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06/10/25

today i went to the mall. normally, nowadays, i avoid going here, because it's just walking for hours. it's agony on my feet and my heart. but i looked it up, and saw they rented free wheelchairs. i trusted it and decided to go, and wow. it was a good decision. they ended up having a wheelchair for me to use, and it wasn't difficult at all to push myself around the stores, as i expected. i was able to focus fully on having a good time, without worrying about walking too much and being so sweaty while trying to find places to sit down every five minutes. the only thing i found annoying was not having much space to put my bags, but putting them on my lap is easier than carrying them around for a few hours, at least. it was such an enjoyable experience, finally being able to go and have fun without being in pain. it makes me want my own wheelchair, but it isn't an option at the moment. though this summer i am meant to go out more often, so maybe that will be convincing.

i was able to get a few nice things here. i saw they had a pineapple themed axolotl at build-a-bear, i absolutely needed it. i've been wanting an axolotl plush from there for a few years now, and it's perfect that they have a pineapple one for the summer, my birthday. i got it, putting a heartbeat inside and a pineapple scent that actually smells good. i also gave her a military uniform. her name is corporal anna, and i really love her. she is very cute.

i also got a faputa figure, which made me very happy. i saw her right as i was about to leave a pop culture shop, and i'm glad i spotted her. she was only 35$ as well, when usually figures are more expensive online. i think. i've never owned an anime figure before, but i really want to buy more now. even though it's an expensive hobby. if i keep getting a good amount from commissions, i can probably buy more. maybe. i spent about 40$ on a hoodie, unfortunately. from hot topic. it's a pricey thing, but it is my favourite colour, has a nice style, and has a cute cat graphic on it. how could i possibly say no. it's definitely my favourite hoodie now, at least fashion-wise.

06/09/25

i finished the site. woohoo. what a cheerful time. i'm not quite sure what else to add to it, so i suppose it's done for now. i still need to learn more and analyse other people's codes that have stuff similar to what i want. i tried finding templates closer to my goal, but there aren't any. unfortunate. anyway. i have to take really big pills now, multiple times a day, and it's annoying and gross. it hurts my throat, but it's either this or "mango" flavoured hell for the rest of my days!!!!!

06/08/25

hello today i made this stupid fucking website